Time Only Makes Things Worse

by Mourning Mist

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released May 7, 2017

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Track Name: Walk Away
I could've sworn I saw your face yesterday. I could've sworn when I was walking I saw you in the crowd, and you turned away. But I knew it wasn't you because I knew it was too good to be true, 'cause I know that I will never see you again. And that's just how this is. That's just how it has to be, because that's how you wanted it to be. You didn't want to see me again, you didn't want to keep going and see it through to the end. You chose to walk away. And you left me broken because when you walked away you took a part of me with you. And you threw it away. Just like you threw everything that's ever been given to you. All of the love that you've ever been give. You took it, and you destroyed it. Everything that's ever been given to you was never returned. Every single favor, every single time someone asked if you're okay. You never returned the favor. You didn't care if somebody else was hurting 'cause life's all about you. And you know that what I'm saying is true because you are the one that made it that way. And I could've sworn yesterday, that I saw your face. I could've sworn yesterday I saw you in a crowd, and that you turned away. And I could've sworn yesterday that I saw you die. I could've sworn yesterday was the day you took yourself away. I wish it wasn't this way. I wish it was all okay. I wish it was all a bad dream and that I could wake up and it would all be over. But I know you're not coming back, And I know that you made that choice. So if you want me to hate you then I'll hate you. And if you want me to walk away then I'll walk away. Because you would've done the same.
Track Name: Or so I've Heard
I told a lie. I told you I was fine. I was just trying to keep you from worrying, but now I'm feeling worse because I can't be a part of your life anymore. I just want to say thank you for letting me be in your life. Even though it was just a short time. Because I've finally come to terms with the fact that you weren't supposed to be in my life any longer. I'm just sorry I have to say goodbye like this. I wish it wasn't through a note, but face to face. well I've come to terms with the fact that I'm gonna die, and now seems as good a time as any because there's nothing to keep me here anymore. I sold myself like a whore. I let my standards reach the bottom of the ocean floor. It was never supposed to be this way. You were never supposed to go away. Now you're gone and I'm not okay, and I can't see the light. My life has been engulfed in the dark, and I tried, I tried to hit the breaks, but i missed the pedal and I hit gas. My life went by so fast. It's spiraling out of control, and I guess there's no time to live in the past. I just pray you can forgive me, because I know you will never forget me. I heard you cried. And I heard you died. I heard you died, And I heard it was my fault. I heard it was my fault when you locked yourself in your room every night and you cried yourself to sleep. I heard it was my fault when you wrote your own note to say goodbye. I heard it was my fault when you took your life, and I heard it was my fault when your parents cried at your funeral. well, now I'm taking responsibility for my actions, and I'm saying goodbye with this note as my final cry. Goodbye.
Track Name: Sink or Swim
The weight of this world is pushing me under, and the water ripples in my wake. I swear I tried to stay afloat, but i sank my own boat. the current swept my body away as you watched from the shoreline, and you yelled out my name. But you were too late. My fate had already been sealed, and my lungs had already collapsed like the pillars in the temple. I was once a pillar, but I could\n't seem to stay humble, and the ocean floor rumbles as it opens up to engulf my body in eternal fire, but God reached down. He breathed the breath into my lungs, the breath of life, and the water once black now white. As I float to the surface. My lungs no longer filled with the salt and the sting, but are now clean and sing your praise. Oh hallelujah that a wretch like me could be saved.
Track Name: Can I still Get Into Heaven (if I kill Myself)?
Can I still get into heaven if I kill myself? Oh will St. Peter open the door, or will he send me to the gates of hell. Along with those who fell. Can I still get into heaven if I take a life? or will God smite me down to the depths of hell where his fallen angel Lucifer dwells.

I'm sorry my friend, I took the way you told me not to. you don't deserve this, I don't deserve you. My pain was mine not yours. I have one last thing to ask before I go to rest.

Can I still get into heaven if I kill myself? Oh will St. Peter open the door, or will he send me to the gates of hell. Along with those who fell. Can I still get into heaven if I take a life? Or will God smite me down to the depths of hell where his fallen angel Lucifer dwells.

well maybe I'm making a mistake. Maybe I don't know which way to take. I don't know where to go, but I know whatever happens I'll be fine, but I know I'll be stuck on your mind

Can I still get into heaven if I kill myself? Oh will St. Peter open the door, or will he send me to the gates of hell. where the fallen dwell. Can I still get into heaven if I take a life? Or will God smite me down to the depths of hell where his fallen angel Lucifer dwells.
Track Name: The End
You grew up and did things you said you never would. You got older and you drifted from happiness. You started down this road with so much joy and so much happiness, and you ended up doing things you thought you never could, thought you never would. And you created your own demons. And inside your chest the beast manifested, and you only helped make them stronger. You fought back by attacking their host, but you were only hurting yourself. And you blame yourself because it's the only thing left to do. You blame yourself because it's your fault it ended like this. It's your fault you can never be happy, And it's your fault your life is a mess. Who knew it would end like this? Maybe you knew. Maybe you knew it all along. you try to act happy, but really all you want top do is die with thoughts of suicide constantly running through your mind. what's the point of being alive if you aren't living. Pain is the only thing that this life has ever given to you. So grab a bottle and drink it dry. Get another pack and choke yourself to death. cough and sputter as the ash fills your lungs. take a gun, put it to your head, but before you die write a note. And in the note make sure to say two things. Make sure you say "goodbye", and make sure to say, "this is the end".