Name: Better Luck Next Time
Duration: P00H05M38S
Description: This was the hardest thing I have ever recorded. I honestly nearly broke down multiple times when tracking the vocals. I hope you appreciate it.

Better Luck Next Time

by Mourning Mist

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This was the hardest thing I have ever recorded. I honestly nearly broke down multiple times when tracking the vocals. I hope you appreciate it.

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Goodnight you said.
Goodbye I said.
And you never thought twice about it.

That night I locked myself in my room. Planning to the pain that kept the smoke in my lungs. It's pathetic I know, but I haven't been myself lately. Not since 13. Not since my childhood was ripped away from me. An frightened ignorant little kid that made a mistake that will haunt me to my grave.

I'll slowly sink suffer and self-destruct. My tear ducts don't work anymore. I'm not sure I even remember what it feels like to cry. Maybe I'll be able to one last time before i die. Words don't hurt, actions do. maybe my actions will hurt you, but at least i don't have to be here to see it.

What's wrong with me! Why can't I be happy. Why do they always get there way with me. Why do I always let them?

I open up my sleepless eyes like many times before. Thoughts of when we used laugh run trough my mind. The memories of you hurt so much. Your gone and now I don't have a clue. Do you know how hard this for me. I've never faced loss, and now you taken yourself from us. I think it's messed up that you just up left.

I hope you find it in your heart to stay away. I know I can't find in my heart to be ok. I don't think that you know what you've done. You've stepped on us and now we're done.

Do you know how hard it is to see you make mistakes. Is it even worth my time to try and talk to you anymore. It's even worse when you disregard the advice I told you to take. Do you know how hard it is to think about how close we were. But now it seems you're rather get high than say hi to any of us. I know you struggled, but there's no excuses for these actions. Is it time for me to leave these thoughts behind.

I'm cutting ties
I'm ready to die
Another day in last place
Another day getting shit-faced
Smoke in my lungs, suffocating
Got a gun my hand is shaking.

God, hold me tight.
God, hold me tonight

Drip drip drip, hear the blood fall
Watch it flow, like a flood.
I'm ready now so take me home.
I'm ready now, so take me home
Or damn me to hell, it can’t be worse than this. It can’t be worse than this

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released November 13, 2017

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